We are celebrities

We are celebrities…one professor of our says so…what does this mean…its simple…u r praised for ur success and 100 times more criticized for ur failures…Winner may end up getting something but losers are surely expected to loose everything…believe me or not its like that and its going to happen day in day out…can think of Jerry Mcquire at this moment…everything is so artificial so phony to say…u just keep wonder where do u stand in these scheme of things…r u expected to act in the manner which most people potray or u wanna be different…different from mass…a class of your own…a distinct personality with self belief and confidence…somebody like the protagonist in the Fountain Head…or Mahatma Gandhi as to say…may be too young to make conclusions about life but seen a lot in past few days…its just observations and more observations about people…about your own self…about the way you like to do things…the way you like to mould your life…the way you wanna attain success…its all about thinking and more thinking and attaining means to make ways for your thoughts…make roads for your thoughts to glide over them towards your destination…this anxiety is I suppose called the fire in the belly…but this anxiety should not be wasted…should be channelised…you may not be aware what you wanna do in ur life…ya that’s true…believe me still a lot of us don know what they wanna do…they don know what and why they are doing whatever they are doing…its like running endlessly towards something…something you have never seen…something which you thrive to see…something which will give you THE happiness…THE happiness of your lifetime…yes I am anxious to get there…yes I am…and I am also among those who don know how…but I know that I would touch that moment when I can say “This is my day”, “This is I always wanted to be”, “This is the place which owns me” and “This is the world in which I wanted to be in”…